Monday, February 19, 2007

HOMEYY-HOMEYY!!
i'm dreammingg about it everyday!!
yea right-

well. not exactly.
i'm just glad i can finally eat all the food that i'm missing.
and the friends that i've missed so much for 3months.
hmm. not looking forward to the awful humid and hot weather though.
i have to leave when the weather's just about getting better.

i can go out with a normal blouse, a shirt and a winter jacket.
when i usually used to wear a long sleeve, a woolen, a fleece, a jacket and a winter jacket.
that's how bad it used to be.

and my face is stil peeling no matter how much moisturizer i put on.
the knuckles have cracks, the fingers are dried up.
but i stil like it here.

i wish it was a more recognised and developed country.
i'll definitely stay on.
stupid visa crap and i'vegotta go home.
i DONT WANT TO stay HOME ALONE xfrowns-

stupid man gave me visa until the 22nd.
crappo.
tell about it more when i get back.
and the pictures too.
heheheh. bring it back to show u.
beats putting it up here somehow x)

wellwell.
think i've got enough time here too.
i'll miss the people that i've got to meet.
they're so sweet. awwwe.
aweeesoommmee friends i've made during the time here.
ohwells. its like i'm living in somewhere made up
and its finally time to get back into reality.

i cant imagine the airport.
what its gonna be like.
dang-

hmm. on the other hand.
cant wait to get back.
my tv at home is still spoilt!
crapioos.
i'm going back to a house with no tv.
ohgee.
i'd rather be watching russian tele.

and... i've been soccer-natic with all the spanish leagues they show here.
real madrid, barcelona and valentia.
hmm. bar just lost to val a few mins ago.
ohman. tragic.
saw beckham play yesterday! heheh.

the sleepless night yest nearly killed me.
gosh.
i think i'm feeling all weird up cus' i'm going home.
i dunno.
insomnia.
it sucks the most when i'm bloody tiredd but its
impossible to fall asleep.
pls let it be a better tonight.

well.
gotta adjust back to the fast footsteps and all the nonstop rushing.
ARGGHHHHHH.
cant stand the thought.
sheesh.
i DONT WANA LEAVE ALONE AND LIVE ALONE!!
what a dilemma.

i wonder what mum will say if i tell her i wana go home..
pack up everything and come over here to study.
nonononono.
i cant.
gee.
i'll just be glad that i've got a chance to come here and see what its like.
something like back to the past kinda feeling.
ancient living. okay.not that bad.
but just somewhat the very starting of a developing country.

just whattheheck am i talking.
spouting nonsense already.
taking incessantly.
gotta stop before i go haywire and even more crankked up.

i hate goodbyes.
-the thought of never returning is worse-
it drives me nuts. honestly.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 4:52 AM.

Friday, February 02, 2007

YOOHOO!
MUAHA. one of the crazy days.

this is what i do :















BOREDOM.

hahaha. not really actually. ha!
my parents were packing their stuffs. and i was suppose to help them.
BUT i kept talking and talking non stop.
- excuse to NOT help to pack -
cant rem exactly what it was about but anyway,
yes. this is my art piece.
hehe.

anyWAY.
went grocery shopping ALONE yesterday cus' pops was sick.
and MUAHAHA!
i had mom running after me. heheheh.
it was hilarious.
FASTest time she took to get out of the house!
cus' she was too worried. MUAHA.
she need to be faster. i was already paying when she arrived.
alright.
but it wasnt that scary after all.
she was frightening me with like all the weird news and all.

but if i didnt get those stuffs,
then we'll have NO DINNER.
okay. correction : no dinner for me.
cus' she was gonna cook something else that i didnt like.
heheheh.
who's the macho one now huh xD

- A STUPID, BIG AND NOISY DOG -
















IT lives opposite my window.
IT can be seen almost everyday staring down at the cars.
IT annoys me when i'm watching my shows or movies.
IT barks through the night.
IT is the most humonGOUS dog i've ever seen.
- its like 2m when it stands- no kidding.

that's the doggy by the window :)

hmm. so. one wk time is results.
OMG. gotta remember to email my cousin.

crapp.
i lost my thought.
dang-

i'll write again when i remember.
sheesh.

okay gonna help prepare dinner.
EAT AGAIN!
yes.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 8:26 PM.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

i have a huge CUT on my lips.
darn.
WTH. either my hands and fingers get cold rash..
or they wrinkle.
now the stuppid cut on my lips makes it soo hard to eat stuffs. aiya-
i'm putting so much cream everywhere already laa.

yuck- hate those moisturizing cream.
but i've got no choice la.

anyway, aha! besides all the complaints...

i get to choose what's for breakfast and dinner again!!! MUAHAHAA!!
i missed those times so much!!! heheh.
no more home cooked food when i get back.
ohman. hahah! my mum tried teaching me..and she probably already gave up.
MUAHAHA! she ask me to stay out of the kitchen.
hmm. i'm not that bad laa. just that she's a perfectionist. heheheh.

ohman. my parents must be so sick of eating the same food so manyttimes..
heheh. we've had like spagetti for dunno how many days alr..
and the same cheese bread every morn. hahaha!
i love eating the cheese bread here..toasted..hehehh..pap's style.
anyway, hmm. i think its just in me that i'll never get sick of eating the same food for breakfast everyday. ofcourse not for dinner laa.

oooh. they've got deliciousss pizzas here!! better than spore's one and only pizza hut and a few others.
hehehe. the pizzas here are cheap and good!!
hmmm. what else... oooh...
the juices here are super nice too...
apricot, peach, mixed berries-diff frm spore-, mango..
yumyum. they rock! i've never tried so many kind of juices before..
and they have like home made " kampot" i dunno what exactly is it.
but its like errr. cook fruits and made into water/juice.
aiyaaahh. cant describe.. hahahah. i'll get a picture of it if i can.
heheh.


BEAnns Muzzled --> 5:19 PM.